Junior

2009-10-18T20:06:00.001+08:00

Why must it happen again? Why? I told you I got phobia for it and yet you do it again.

2009-06-30T14:56:00.002+08:00

Been super busy these days that I almost forget that I still have a blog, things wasn't going very well these few days.

Hmmmm I wish I didn't get involve in these things from the very start.

Ok who else is still reading this remote blog ar? =|

2009-05-29T21:09:00.003+08:00

ROAR the more I see my blog skin the more pissed I'll get, will any kind hearted soul please help me to change it? I have no idea how to change it and it sucks to the core~~!! =(

2009-05-25T16:12:00.004+08:00

Ok remember how badly I said I was burnt by the sun? Heres the pictures

Click to enlarge. Saw those different tone on those exposed parts of my body? That's how I look like at that point of time with different skin tone LOL and saw those tiny sparkling dots on my arms? It's the blisters I said before and it's countless on every pores on my arms~~

Now it's time for something you won't believe what you will be seeing with your very own eyes. It was Wednesday night, working as usual at Thai Disco till 5am. Once after work, I went all the way to Bukit Panjang and this time guess what I worked as?

Wondering what the fuck is that? That's what my students wrote me when I finished my lessons. And yes, I said 'my students' LOLOL I actually went all the way to Bukit Panjang to teach at ZhengHua Primary School! I taught the Malays and Indians Chinese for 4 hours~! And two of the Malay girls wrote me this. I was touched and felt so jubilant when I read these cute little letters when they passed them to me after class. DAM I should actually be a teacher man LOL =x and did you realize? The contradicting part was I'm working at a Thai Disco before going to school to work as a teacher. These two jobs are like two worlds apart LOL seriously I think no one would ever believe that I, Ong Peng Xiang Junior Sebastian would actually be a teacher~ Although it's 1 day only but still it's already the ultimate Junior Sebastian you ever know~~~ WOOOHOOOO =D

Ok time to work again later so shall get a rest first~ See ya~~~

*Contented

2009-05-22T11:52:00.001+08:00

You won't believe in what you will be seeing next once i update my blog I SWEAR

2009-05-14T08:33:00.000+08:00

Do you still miss me? I wanna know

2009-05-10T20:10:00.002+08:00

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY TO MY DEAREST MUM~!

That's it. Nothing else to blog about LOL every day's life has been working, working and working =(

So gotta go now, going out soon for Mother's day's dinner, gonna treat my mum to dinner so bye! Will upload pictures soon if I'm free enough~

2009-04-21T14:13:00.005+08:00

I swear I gonna upload those pictures of my skin soon! DAM the quality wasn't that good so can't really see those blisters but you could see those shiny little spots all over.

Went to CGH again yesterday, Steph came to find me and accompany me to wait for my turn to see the doctor although she complaint a lot but still thanks! I waited almost 3 hours for my turn ok! The service is dam bloody inefficient zzz. Also she kept telling me shes the Lady Gaga in Singapore =.= and kept singing Poker Face and doing the dance moves =.=

My skin is rotting all over my body now; my ears, neck, sides of my face, arms and thighs. The skins on each places are wearing off and dropping as if I'm changing skin LOL and DAM the blisters came up again yesterday and even the doctor was quite disgusted by my skin =.= I felt so sad because my complexion was quite good till this happened, I felt as if I'm a huge reptile walking around with those rotten rough skin =(

Spent $130 on 2 ps3 games; Devil May Smile 4 and President Evil 5 =.=

If you are reading this, just to let you know that you are still on my mind.

*I'm still missing you

2009-04-19T06:27:00.002+08:00

Celebrated my mum's birthday, wasn't a quite happy one for me. Theres a few factors to it but well it's ok.

Whole night I was thinking, actually you should be here celebrating my mum's birthday together with me but yet there won't be a chance anymore. I was thinking about how good would it be if you were to be here but it's ok because from your blog, I know that you are moving on well with your life even without me around though it still hurts to know that =)

Anyway got myself badly burnt by the sun and I mean SERIOUSLY BAD because now my limbs and my body is totally in different tone and the worse is that today all my skins have those little blisters on my whole arms on the pores. It looks freaking and totally feels disgusting, my skin feel like a reptile now with those protruding blisters all over my arms =.= DAM I'll upload the pictures tomorrow on the tone of my skin and the blisters on my arms. BE PREPARED TO BE DISGUSTED

*And I seriously missed you

2009-04-14T23:52:00.002+08:00

Hate to say that I miss you. I don't like the feeling that when I'm missing you yet you don't even give a dam. Why must I feel miserable and yet you are enjoying your life away. I don't like such one-sided shits. I tried hard not to think of you but still ..... DAM I HATE IT!

Ok finally few more days to working days~ Here I come, you this freaking shit gigolo club!

For all my girlfriends out there, feel free to come visit me at the gigolo club, I would definitely give you discount and get you a few handsome gigolos~ =)

*If you were to understand

2009-04-12T23:17:00.002+08:00

I doubt you remember our date for this week, it's ok because it's Sunday today and tomorrow onwards I'll be back in camp and working on Thursday onwards hopefully.

I was reading through my inbox, I never bear to delete your messages and when I saw the messages from you saying that you did miss me, saying that I'm someone important to you and saying that there's a difference with me around than without me around, I was feeling very weird. When I first received them from you, I was so dam happy but now I was wondering if those words were true. I'm missing you every moment and I don't really like it, I don't wanna make myself miserable but yet still I miss you.

All I want now is just a favour from you. Can you at least tell me if those words were true rather than me figuring it out myself because it doesn't feel nice, it hurts. Thanks

*Wish you all the best

2009-04-10T14:02:00.002+08:00

Thanks for giving me an answer through your reply. Thanks a lot... But why does my heart ache so much...

2009-04-10T12:21:00.002+08:00

Who am I to you and who you are to me, this question had never been so clear before until today, I'm just someone who passed by your life and you are just someone that messed up my life. Feelings went haywire the whole night after reading your post and made me couldn't sleep. Yea each time when I read your post, feelings will definitely go haywire but never this much before.

It's ok, don't worry I'm not blaming you, anyway how I feel doesn't concern you and you had never try to understand or know how I feel so it doesn't matter. One thing I don't even understand myself, why must I fall in love with you out of everyone else.

Gonna club hard tonight as my last expenses and gonna drown myself in the alcohol. Oh did I mention that I'm gonna work next week onwards? It will gonna be like 8am-5pm in camp and 9pm-6am working, so won't be seeing my home for 5 days a week, will be working 6 days a week. I'll try very hard not to think of you at all anyway I don't even think I would have the time or energy by then. But I guess you won't think of me even if you are free. GAMBATE SEBASTIAN~

Guess I'll be bringing my camera with me tonight, my camera gonna rust soon if I'm still not using it.

*If love doesn't exist, my life would be great

2009-03-24T23:43:00.005+08:00

Just came back from running vented out all my anger! Almost fainted, I guess a person shouldn't run with a fever on because after running my vision went all black and white. I still have to wake up early for tomorrow's morning appointment at 10.30, have to travel all the way to Buona Vista. Didn't know what I'm actually thinking these few days, too tired and stressed and now I'm sick. Tired because of not having enough rest and stressed because of the debts running tight on me, savings had run dried paying the debts and yet I'm still not half way cleared paying the debts.

Give, gave and given up. Now I understand why did that 17 years old guy committed suicide a few weeks ago because of a 6k debt. It's really stressful when you are in debt and when theres no one to turn to and it happened on me.

Yup I'm thankful for the times you gave me. I appreciated the time being with you even though the period of time we meet is always so short but I really cherished it, really I meant it. Although I don't know why I always get so attitude and worked up towards you, maybe it's because I really care a lot? I just need a favour from you, can you kindly show more attention or concern towards me? Yup I know I ain't anyone to you but at least in a friend's term? It's just a simple request from me. Yea thanks and I wanted to tell you, ben dan really like you a lot. He really do

*Torment

2009-03-24T12:40:00.003+08:00

Thanks darling Jas for being there for me when I needed someone badly yesterday. I didn't know whats happening to me yesterday but I really needed someone so badly and really thanks a lot!

Was at town actually in the noon but guess what? I reached town at almost 1pm? And I left town at 3pm? Wanted so much to stay at town for longer but left in the end still.

Yeap told Jas lots of stuffs that I couldn't say out to you and she gave me lots of useful opinions and comments. And yes I realized why should I gave so much dam to you when you don't even give a dam to how I feel? I shouldn't even care in the very first place. But I'm sad, yeap really sad but well I guess sadness makes someone stronger so I'm gonna be strong

Ok end of all these craps, so where shall I go today to resume my normal life? Which darling should I meet then? hmmmmm

And when you promised no more neglection.....

*Hated love

2009-03-23T01:24:00.002+08:00

Someone assassinated me when we were watching the movie 'Coming Soon' on last Monday, during the so called ' scary ' part, that idiotic person punched right on my face instantly =.=

2009-03-21T18:01:00.002+08:00

I have been wondering what have I been doing all these days? Trusted friends so much but yet betrayed me, helping them in whatever I can yet was cheated. I felt so lonely when facing all these problems, I needed someone to be by my side, someone who will truly support me and be my side irregardless of ups and downs. Will you be the one?

Theres lots of things I wanted to say but words just simply got stuck in my throat.

*Where is the love?

2009-03-15T13:01:00.003+08:00

Dam! My blog is rotting again, sorry guys but I'm really too lazy to update anything man, my life had been dull and bored these days spending my time and life away at home not going out. Well I'm going to IT fair to get a TV for my room so at least today I'll be going out for something =)

But the thought of having the need to squeeze around just for a TV turns me off =( Anyway guys, I'll be away in KL for a few days the week after most probably so if you can't get to me, it means I'm long gone LOL ( sounds like I'm dying ) so let's see if I'll be able to update on that trip or not then and for now, see ya!

*Where is my lady luck?

2009-02-28T19:54:00.002+08:00

Why does love have to be so difficult and complicated? Why can't people love each other simple and easy? LOL random thoughts

The incident with my previous ex had been circling my mind these few days, thinking what drive her so crazy at that point of time, what gave her so much courage and berserk, I was wondering and pondering all over

Anyway it had been so long since I'm single, had been half a year already zzz was surprised with myself that I had been single for so long after recalling back LOL something must be wrong with me =.=

Anyway where to go tonight? Zouk, Double O, Boat Quay or chalet? o.o no matter what pictures will be taken I guess *if I'm not lazy LOL

*And how about this?

2009-02-25T23:30:00.003+08:00

Pictures taken at Phuture =)

Do I even look like I'm at Phuture? The way I wear that night and the things I did LOLOL actually it was a last minute plan for me to go Phuture that's why I'm wearing so casually that night =)

And for your info, I'm not drunk while taking those pictures~ I didn't even drink much at all that night, sick of the liquor smell! =.=

*ZzZz

2009-02-25T00:38:00.001+08:00

Will be blogging tomorrow with pictures taken on Phuture night =)

Too tired to blog today =|

So cya tomorrow

2009-02-21T19:25:00.002+08:00

The more I see my blog, the more pissed I'll get. Know why? It's because of the skin! my image had been removed then my background now so ugly BUT yet I don't know how to change it =.= si bei du lan

Ok tonight will be going Phuture, asked by my commando friends, had been a long time since I ever seen them so I shan't reject the invitation though I don't really like Phuture =) Gonna bring my darling camera with me tonight, had been so long since I used my camera, it's gonna turn rusty soon I guess LOL

So hopefully there will be pictures in my next post then =)

*You had always been on my mind

2009-02-15T19:06:00.000+08:00

I think I really have to spare more time on blogging and taking pictures man, my blog had been so dull and untouched these days, gotta do something about it.

YES I have been so busy that I could hardly use my com and was always at Thai Discos shagging my life away LOL gonna stop going to Thai Disco and get myself down to town to get some new clothes. My favourite Neighbourhood shirt was torn yesterday =(

Nevermind, I'll try to get another one soon =)

*Where's my lady luck

2009-02-11T02:45:00.006+08:00

Went Rebel on last Friday, totally hate that place. The place, music, crowd all suck and worst of all the drinks are even more expensive than Zouk =.= But never mind because I saw my darling Sufen coincidentally over there so it made my night =) As I promised picture will be taken and here they are, taken at Rebel =D

Then on Saturday's night, met up with Martin, Sufen and her friend Yue Fang ( I'm sorry if I spelt wrongly ) to go for some boozing session, so we went to Punggol's Marina Country Club's pub, my mum's friends were there, they booked the whole room so drank there before going to Sabai Sabai after 3am. Was waiting for cab outside the country club and something unhappy happened which made me flared up at Sufen and made her cry. Hey darling I'm really very sorry about it, I'm still feeling very guilty even till now but I hope everything will be fine and let's forget about the incident =(

*And if only we were still as before

2009-02-04T23:25:00.003+08:00

Hmmm finally theres some time to spare for some blogging, schedule had been so tight lately that I ain't home all the time. Even though I bought a new com that I long for but there ain't enough time for me to use it, downloaded many games but no time to even sit down and enjoy the games =(

Anyway I guess I mistaken someone in my previous post and explanations from him made me realized that I wronged him, so heres an official apology, I'm sorry. Saw some meaningful quotes on bus this morning, it's exactly how it works in life =)

And now, I'm stressed over some financial stuff zzz hate financial probs most. But well I guess it's still okay since theres friends to support me along for the meantime. THANKS~

Last of all, had not been taking pictures at all, but a promise that I would definitely take some and upload them real soon!

*I had chosen this path, theres no turning back and I would never regret about it =)

2009-02-01T05:56:00.002+08:00

Finally decided to sit down and get my blog updated. LOL had been too lazy and busy to blog, just came back from Phuture, it was definitely fun with friends, got to know 4 new ladies and 2 new guys, well dance till my legs go jelly-like LOLOL keep low low low low and the girls keep cheating sitting on my legs when we grind to the floor =x ( no offend )

Had been with friends which I don't usually hang out with and always at the Thai Disco during the night drinking away, and I realized something, it doesn't make someone different even if I hang out with mostly and whom I known for many years. I don't like to be indirect so hypocrites like Clement, Junchuan, Boonkok, and should I even say that my 10-years-buddies like Kelvin and Jiahao too? Seriously I couldn't believe it at first myself but well after times and times, they are just simply hypocrites =) Why be so fake? Come on you ain't kids anymore, trying to lie, avoid or being hypocrite doesn't help in anything, grow up people =)

Just a piece of advice, if you people could be such hypocrites and being in a group, don't you think it's so fake? It may just happen the same thing to you and one day it might be something serious =) And from the day I know you guys, try to think, who will definitely be the first one to stand up for you guys when you guys are in trouble =) But too bad, unless one day I become like a hypocrite like you guys then would I understand how your brains function without being grateful =)

Well to me, you guys are so important to me at first, guys that I always hang out with and guys whom I known for so many years and definitely if you guys were to be in some troubles I'll definitely be the first one to stand out for you guys but well didn't expect such things to happen, didn't expect people whom used to be close to me are actually faker than those people I don't usually hang out with =) This taught me a great lesson of life, a very great one indeed =)

Ok end of this conversation talking about hypocrites, thanks to Steven, Fish, Hannah, Huiting for making my day =D

2009-01-09T04:38:00.002+08:00

Ok, no time to blog anything yet, I'm so sorry peeps. Went Chevy's Birthday celebration yesterday, would blog about it when I get the photos from Min. I just came back from Double O tonight, quite sad to say there's too many Malays and made it so boring =( ( no offend but I would prefer places with Chinese ) but perhaps it's Thursday night so too bad. Met up with my precious, nonsense, noisy, crazy and definitely abusive Sufen yesterday before going to Chevy's house! I'm so happy because it's like she's finally back from San Diego HAHAHAH but I'm being abused whole day but well she say no bullying the next meet up so definitely it's gonna be fun~! =D

I'll blog again when I got the photos from Min =)

*Baby you're the only one

2009-01-05T02:13:00.008+08:00

Firstly, special thanks to all the people who came to my house for my birthday celebration, I really appreciate it a lot and you guys really did gave me a wonderful night =) I'm sorry for throwing a bit of my temper because of the volume, I'm really so sorry but I hope for your forgiveness. Be it for those people who greeted me in advance, on that day itself or belated, I'm really happy to receive your greetings because no matter what, it came from the sincerity of yours =D THANKS AND LOVES!!!!

Lets start off with the peaceful setting up of the cake at 12midnight and the picture taking session~

Saw that stressed look on my face? Because I knew something bad gonna happen after I cut the cake LOL

My 800+ clicks! =D

My girls =D but without Auntie Li Min inside because she haven't reach yet =) Lots and lots of thanks to my darling Amy for coming despite the fracture of her leg =D

My new bunch of clicks, really thanks a lot for coming! =) Hope you guys did have fun!

And here are my family =)

Now once after photo taking session, I guess you guys know what happened next? It's cake smashing time, I turned around and ran down the stairs and to my surprise, POH CHEE LEONG was already there camping waiting for me, he's the biggest size and strongest beast I ever known. While Hawwei was coming down the stairs, I tried to run past the beast but to no avail. He just rammed me and bear hug me onto the floor, Jon and Ivan came to help too, I felt so helpless because I couldn't even move an inch. Hawwei went back up to take the cake and here it comes in front of my bare eyes...BUM!! The whole cake covered my whole face totally =.=

After the whole cake was on my face, they let go off me and finally once I can move. IT'S REVENGE TIME!!! I grabbed Jon and wipe my face against his, next was Hawwei and last was Ivan. Didn't revenge on the beast because he was smashed by the cake too when it was smashed on my face ( He was hugging me tightly; a total bastard LOLOL HAHAHA )

That's Ivan for you HAHAHAHAH! Dam I guessed that was a chocolate mousse cake, the cream and the chocolate on us was so difficult to wash off ( It was so oily ) that we had to bath together with soup and shampoo to wash them off LOLOL =D

Lastly, thanks to my sweetie Amy for getting me a DKNY spray, thanks to my ET for getting me a Courvoisier liqour 4 litre I guess, it's huge! ( Too bad that I forgot to take a picture of it before we opened it ) thanks to my Bighead Wawa Jinx for the Martell VSOP and also thanks in advance to Liyen whos giving me a XO liqour =D I guess my clicks know me really well~~ Can't live without alcohol HAHAHAH I really hope you guys had fun with the alcohol and Indian Poker. Luckily from everyone's feedback; the food is nice =D For here, I shall now finally end my post. A REALLY BIG THANKS TO ALL OF YOU, YOU GUYS REALLY MADE MY DAY EVEN THOUGH I WASN'T FEELING VERY WELL, A BIG KISS AND HUG FOR ALL OF YOU! LOVES!

*And my wish was you

2009-01-03T02:58:00.002+08:00

I'll be celebrating my birthday later on at night but I don't seem to be happy at all. Not because I'm going to be in my twenties, not because of the decision of retaking o level but because that you won't be coming to attend it most probably. You won't be there when it's 12am, you won't be there when I cut the cake, you won't be there when I'm making my wish, you won't be there when my friends trying to make me drunk, you won't be there when I really get drunk.

How? It doesn't seem to be a happy one this year, definitely not without you around but I'm gonna stay smiling, not gonna spoil anyone's mood whos coming to my celebration sincerely. I'll try to enjoy every bit of it but nevertheless it doesn't seem to be completed without your presence and your smile...

*My only wish...

2009-01-02T00:19:00.003+08:00

Happy new year everyone!! It's 2009! I know I blogged a day later but didn't have time to blog yesterday =)

It's been a long year 2008, lots of things happened and I think a drastic change in me. Too many things happened which seems so dramatic yet real in my life in 2008, sometimes happy, sometimes angry and sometimes sad. Now for a brand new year, I'm single and I think I would need to find someone to settle down a bit so I wont be drinking every single day, smoking like no tomorrow and definitely playing a fool around =| And the thing that I'm most jubilant about is that I had served army for 1 year already!!!!! Another year to go and I'm out of it, ARMY SUCKS!!!! I'm going to Taiwan once after I ORD for a week, most probably going alone, perhaps with Sufen the most =D

And here comes the first problem of 2009, I'm still considering about retaking O level. I don't know if I should retake it a not since I'm going to private school most probably =| Could anyone please give me advice? I really don't know should I retake a not because I don't wish to go poly and using so many years to complete my studies even though it's cheaper but I'm like 21 already when I finish my army. SO HOW SO HOW??!!! =( Ok I hope someone would give me some advices on this.

NOW, A GREAT EVENT IS COMING SOON AND IT'S ON THIS SUNDAY, IT'S MY BIRTHDAY!!! IT'S NOT THAT MY BIRTHDAY IS GREAT BUT IT'S THAT I'M GONNA BE IN MY TWENTIES!! DAM!! Time really flies, I could still remember so many things that seems to happen a moment ago and now years passed and I'm already going to be in my twenties. Sighs, now I realized after 20 years of my life, what did I really achieved? Nothing. When can I really make my mum proud of me? I really don't have any idea. It's quite pathetic of me hur? I promise that I'll be someone better in 2009 =)

As for now, people what's your new resolution for 2009? Mine is to find someone to settle down, work hard and study hard for our/my future and to quit all my bad habits =) So if you haven't think of any resolution, I suggests that you better think of it now because 2009 is gonna be a better year! =D

*And yet I'm still in love with you

2008-12-31T02:09:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY EILEEN POH MAY PENG!!! LOLOL =D

2008-12-30T13:00:00.001+08:00

Went back camp on Sunday came back home on Monday, nothing much to blog yet, haven gotten any photos of Clement's birthday celebration yesterday so once I got it then I'll blog =) Anyway peeps, don't drink Smirnoff Vodka, it sucks =|

2008-12-26T10:04:00.001+08:00

Back on Xmas, it's really a sucky one this year and the worst one in my whole life, totally no plans of what to do or where to go. NO XMAS COUNTDOWN MOOD AT ALL!!!!

Ok went to my aunt's house to have a mini gathering with my relatives first before going out at the very last min.

The very last min decision for countdown was going down to boat quay and I tell you, theres really no ambiance for xmas countdown, it totally sucks! SUCKS BIG TIME! So, same old routine-DRINK DRANK DRUNK =.=

Last and for all heres Ah Pot for you

Hes the one laying on the floor!

*All I want for Christmas is you

2008-12-24T18:12:00.004+08:00

Where shall I go tonight? No plans yet and it's already 6.15pm =.= DAM

2008-12-22T03:17:00.005+08:00

Powerhouse on Lucas's birthday!

Heres the random shot and now heres lucas and his boobies cake =D

Hows the cake? Nice right? HAHAH anyway we drank 8 bottles, heard from the rest that everyone dropped at the end because I left first due to some hilarious act of mine LOLOL not gonna say if not this post will gonna be another long post again so see ya guys on Christmas Eve! =)

2008-12-19T18:20:00.004+08:00

Should I go Double O tonight? Or Phuture? I wanna get real drunk tonight but I don't feel like going clubs. Such ironic feeling is killing me, not sure where to go or what to do =.= Should I stay home and get drunk to save some money or should I go meet up with friends and get drunk but yet a hole in the pocket? Hmmmm

Going Genting tomorrow till Monday, had been long since I went Malaysia. Guess it will be one refreshing trip, let me clear my thoughts while chilling at some places where I don't know anyone and it's gonna be a really relaxing one. I guess it's the best for me right now, lots and lots of thoughts had filled my mind and I suppose I have to sort them out.

Ok heres a random pic of me when I was young. Taken many years ago LOLOL

Does it even looks like me? LOLOL I think people do make drastic changes

*Away and never be back

2008-12-18T18:46:00.003+08:00

Rounding for the night, drove for the whole night around the east and central area with Kelvin, Joshua, Clement and Junchuan, went Geylang to see prostitutes, Kallang to enjoy the breeze, Marina, East Coast Park to slack then went back to dropped them off then met up with Hawy and Jon to slack for awhile then head back home =)

2 companions of mine for tonight

There will be another buddy joining them later on named Martell LOLOL think I simply just can't stop drinking HOHOHO =D

*Drink and drive

2008-12-14T14:06:00.011+08:00

Let's start off with preparations for Jason's birthday~

Waited till Jason reached Liquid Gold then we went over to surprise him with the 'balloons' =.=

Lots and lots of photos but I think I had posted enough LOLOL we are just too bitchy HAHAH

So here's the photos of the birthday boy~ Let's welcome Jason!!! CLAPS* LOL =.=

Jason had a hard time blowing out the candles because Chevy and Limin bought the magic relighting candles~ LOLOL! So, he looked shag after blowing out the candles HAHAH After celebrating Jason's birthday, went over Orchard Tower to look for my mum, aunties and uncle

Last and for all- Heres Auntie Li Min for you guys

Gonna book in tonight already, all the MC ended and now it's time for me to go back to the life which I belongs to but I'll be so stressed up not able to be online to chat with you. Guess I shall try not to think about you, so I won't feel so stress about it then =(

*If only drinking would help

2008-12-13T14:18:00.001+08:00

HAHAHAH HERES SUFEN! FINALLY GOT HOLD OF HER PIC AND SOMEMORE IT"S THE LATEST ONE!

HAHAHAH SUFEN GONNA KILL ME~~ LOLOL

2008-12-13T02:44:00.004+08:00

Yesterday's night I slept at 10.30pm then suddenly I woke up from a nightmare at 12 midnight. When I woke up, I wasn't feeling very good from the nightmare and my mood is rather down ( Should I consider it as emo? ) so, I decided to go down to the 24 hours MCP supermarker to get a drink. I met up with Jinx. Hawwei and Ivan are slacking somewhere else. So after consideration over liqour and wine, I bought a wine. Then Jinx joined Hawwei they all first while I go running first . After running, I drank the whole bottle of wine myself while slacking with them.

Was too down, Hawwei was also down so the ambiance wasn't too good.

I just came back from 85 hawker center, drank 7 bottles of Carlsberg and feeling quite high now but theres someone whom doesn't seem to quite leave my mind, I miss her so much

*I miss you so much

2008-12-11T21:53:00.002+08:00

Read the weather forecast in Taipei, it's quite cold over there now and it's gonna have showers these few days with scattered clouds, Sunday will be the coldest with 18 degrees highest and 11 degrees lowest, hope Eileen will be fine with the cold weather. Hey don't fall sick or catch a cold, wear thicker clothes, jackets, sweaters, windbreakers or coat to keep yourself warm. Take care!

2008-12-10T18:09:00.008+08:00

I was laying on my bed after drinking yesterday night, then a thought came into my mind, I was thinking how many of my ex can I remember, so I tried recalling.

Weiqi, Lynn, Wanling, Lydia, Sufen, Sarina, Kyla, Yixin, Eileen, Jacqueline, Anyan, Biyan, Vivian, Joanne, Samantha, Rachel, Eunice, Nicole... DAM IT TOOK ME SO HARD TO RECALL THEIR NAMES NOW EXCEPT FOR A FEW ONES! Let me think...Serene, Crystal, Xinyi, Xueqi, Celestina, Joey, Jolin... ZZZ I don't wanna think anymore, a few I don't wish to list and some I can only remember them but not their names LOL guess that's all I shall list then

So now, there are some awards to announce

Most understanding award goes to Jacqueline, shes always so understanding and always there to care for me whenever I'm feeling down =) Thanks Jacq

Most memorable award goes to Weiqi on the left, sorry for putting your photo in my blog but this is just a random post, hope you don't mind =)

Most days being together goes to Lynn, you are the longest relationship I ever had, thanks alot =)

Most crappiest and funniest award goes to Sufen~! Though our relationship is ancient ago and quite a minor one but still consider you as my ex HAHAHAH shes there for me these few days when I'm really down, I'm really grateful to you =) but I can't find any of your pic so can't post you up HAHAHAH! Remember our dates for drinking, clubbing and Sentosa once you are back from San Diego~ I'll treat you drink~ I know you can't wait for the Chivas HAHAH!!

So, I finished giving out the awards LOL HAHAH to all my ex-gfs out there, I hope we will always be friends =)

*Santa can you hear me?

2008-12-08T20:32:00.003+08:00

I'm truly sorry...I didn't know that I pissed you off and irritate you so much. Perhaps knowing that you will be leaving for Taiwan made me out of my mind to do all those shits that irritate you. But seriously, it was just out of some kind intentions rather than to irritate you or pissing you off. I don't know what had gotten into my mind that I did those shits yesterday after being phsyco-ed by my friends, guess I'm simply too immature to listen to my friends. But from the bottom of my heart, I just wish for your safety and I'm really really very sorry.. I don't know if you gonna read this anot but this post is specially for you and you know who you are

Amulets which I went to a temple somewhere and prayed for despite I'm a free thinker and pouches which I went Bugis purposely to find but now it's all thrash

Vodka and sprite are the best companion I ever found whenever I'm feeling down

*Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up

2008-12-08T00:33:00.004+08:00

Went Bugis to find pouches for amulets, luckily didn't spend much time to find it HAHAH =) called Eileen after buying the pouches to ask if she needs any more diamonds, she was sleeping and her voice sounds cute LOL HAHA she said she need 1 packet of light brown ones so went down Arab Street purposely to get her the diamonds but my heart itchy itchy when I saw the diamonds ended up buying 6 packets of 3 different colours 2 packets each HAHAH

Went back home for awhile then headed down to Whampoa Drive with Martin for some fishy steamboat by Apple's parents though she pang seh us by going to Powerhouse when we just reached LOLOL ( She put me aeroplane 2 days in a row already LOL )

After eating, Martin and me had a crazy decision to walk to the station which we can find nearby. Guess what? We ended up reaching Bugis by walking from Balestier! LOLOL! HAHAHAH! Fun experience walking through those deserted alleys and walking through Little India LOL!

Took a pic with Bernie's R6 bike and a pic while walking to Bugis =)

Shopped quite many things today at Bugis alone LOLOL ( I love shopping alone these few days, don't have to waste time waiting for this person or that person ) Bought 2 shirts from Topshop and 2 pairs of jeans at Levis =D

Met up with Eileen awhile just now to pass her the diamonds then slacked at the coffee clubs. Firstly at Starbucks then at Coffee Beans LOL =.= Wanted to send Eileen home but she got up the bus already so ran all the way to the her house LOL thought I didn't catch up with the bus then she suddenly called out for me, think I made her angry because she told me not to go send her home =(

But people, here is a warning for you guys, NEVER RUN WITH LOAFERS! It caused my legs to bleed! =.= Didn't realized the pain only until when I got up the bus and sat down, skin torn, blood oozing out LOLOL it's so dam pain ok! Cause me to limp all the way back home =.=

Ok this post is getting too long, so shall end here BYE!

2008-12-05T12:08:00.003+08:00

It's 12.10pm and I haven't sleep yet, had been so long since I ever ton through the night, had been drinking since yesterday's evening. Drank vodka, chivas and beer but it didn't make me drop! And I hate it! I wanna drop and not be conscious! I don't wanna think about her but I simply can't get her off my mind the whole night =|

Celebrated my cousin's birthday HAPPY BIRTHDAY DELWIN! Finally theres some pictures to upload

I tried to get you off my mind the whole night but it's useless. I didn't want my life to be revolving around you but I guess I miss you too much.

*I'm in immense pain

2008-12-02T16:42:00.002+08:00

Ok went Zouk last night with Hawy, Jon and ET, opened bottle at member's bar, started drinking while waiting for the party to start, there was a underage party held but well people over 18 had free entry so no cover charge for us =D LOLOL songs weren't too bad but I couldn't find Eileen on the dance floor whole night LOL guess it's too crowded and I think she's surrounded by guys that's why I can't find her HAHAHAH

This post is specially posted for SUFEN that lunatic, she say she wont tag me unless I blog about her, I guess she had too much cartoons in San Diego LOLOL HAHAHAHHA so here you go, this post has your name on it =D anyway quickly get your ass back to Singapore then we shall go drink and celebrate our belated birthdays by then and also let's go club together~!

2008-11-30T22:41:00.002+08:00

IT fair again, bought PS3 but this wasn't the most highlighted moment of my day, I saw her, her which is once so important to me in my life, someone which I always miss now and then, someone which I used to love so much, did so many things for her, traveling around like a mad man to help her get things done, she whom always use to be first person I thought of no matter what I do, shes my first girlfriend.

Then, just a moment ago, another she called me, to ask me for directions how to go from Pasir Ris Mrt Station to Pasir Ris Park, she whom I had thought of settling down with her, shes my recent ex-girlfriend.

LOL both of them caused me lots of flashback, thinking about the past, the times with them hahahaha okok right now i have someone in mind so no more them in my mind hahahaha =D

Gonna get a rock band soon, so that I'm able to play as the vocalist =) hahahahhah ready to rock and roll!

2008-11-29T20:57:00.003+08:00

Back from shopping! Bought a router and a webcam hahahah tonight shall play with my new webcam then! =D Well Boonkok bought a new 21'6 Inch LCD screen for his soon-to-come computer, we browsed through the IT fair for almost 3 hours before Boonkok bought that LCD =.= too busy browsing, too many people so no pictures =(

Just a random one then

LOL this was taken by Amy when I was groaning while laying on the ground being so unglam HAHAHAHAH movie-ing later ciao!

*You look so beautiful

2008-11-29T02:59:00.002+08:00

Having real serious gastric now, it's been so long since I ever had it LOL it's so dam pain ok. zzzz went IT fair today, tomorrow will be going IT fair again. Shall take some pictures and update my blog, haven't been going or taking any pictures these few days. So right now, I'm gonna rest ciao~!

2008-11-26T18:59:00.000+08:00

GOD DAM ME!!! ARRGGGHHHH GRRRRRR!!! I REALLY SHOULDN'T GO YESTERDAY, I GUESS MY FEVER VIRUS HAD PASSED ON TO EILEEN BECAUSE SHE TOLD ME THAT SHES HAVING FEVER JUST NOW.....ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ.................ROARRRRRRR!!!!! FUCK IT!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-11-26T14:32:00.004+08:00

Slacked with Jia Min, Limin, Kyle and Eileen yesterday night. I have a feeling telling me I shouldn't have went yesterday night because I'm having fever and migraine and also I'm not feeling very good yesterday, I had a big quarrel with my useless Dad. We almost fought, shouting here and there hurling vulgar at each other

Simply hate my home, neither is there warmth nor concern. That's why I need to go out everyday because I simply hate it. Till now I'm still feeling low. GOD DAM IT!!!!

What should I do these few days? I'm on mc and I can't go out if not once my camp call back my house and I'm not at home then I'm dead meat but if I don't go out I'll turn crazy sooner or later staying at home so I'm in a middle of nowhere to go! ROAR!!!

This is the dumb face of Jia Min. Jia Min, feel proud that your face being posted in my blog LOLOL

*Better in time

2008-11-23T22:09:00.004+08:00

Slept at 5+ in the morning woke up at 9 to help my uncle's to move stuffs. Felt that my whole body gonna tear apart any moment due to fever, neck was so pain that I couldn't turn my head much.

Reached home around 11+, was feeling so dam miserable and painful that I keep vomiting, almost died I guess, perhaps due to the alcohol yesterday night despite of the high fever but well drinking is the only way to hide my sorrows =)

I know, close friends know but you are the only one don't know hahahah guess you shall never know and I think it will be a better choice not to let you know as I fear things might not be the same as it is if you were to know =|

Okay, my mum went crazy again, rem I said that my mum went to put a tattoo on her chest a few days ago? Yesterday was my uncle's tattoo shop's warming so we went down and my mum got another tattoo done on her ankle =.=

It's still not done yet, only the outlines due to the tattoo artiste was too shag to continue because by the time my mum wan to do the tattoo, its already going 1am LOLOL so shall continue the shading next time hahaha

*Bleeding love

2008-11-22T20:14:00.000+08:00

Sighs. I don't know what to say, I'm seriously disappointed.

2008-11-22T14:35:00.002+08:00

Haven't been blogging because I'm very sick right at the moment, had fever since yesterday, temperature reaches 39.4 degrees highest, body burning and my migraine splitting my head.

Supposedly should be going out with Eileen yesterday but well, she's not mentally prepared LOLOL hahahahah so postponed to today but shes sick currently, not sure if she will still be able to make it anot. Hey girl, better drink more water and eat more lozenges and have more rest =) Lets get well soon together

Will update again if we are still going out later =)

2008-11-20T15:49:00.004+08:00

Woke up around 1pm, was still quite unconscious though. Went to brush my teeth, came out still looking as if I'm only half awake, saw my mum applying lotion on her chest then something totally woke me up. Guess what? OMG HOLY SHIT MY MUM WENT TO GET A TATTOO DONE ON HER CHEST! WTF! I was like totally shocked by her!! ( she keep telling me its a sticker only LOL )

So I quickly took out my camera and took a pic of it LOL HAHAH

Anyway I was laying on the bed just a moment ago, I have been thinking, is it worthwhile to do things which I think I'm doing for her sake? Trying to remember every little details of her and also I had been on MC just to see her online everyday, one day without seeing her online is torturous for me but is it really worth it when she doesn't even know? Another thought came into my mind, I had been diagnosed by neurologist for having frequent tension migraines under too much stress, diagnosed by eye specialist for having eye infection, diagnosed by psychiatrist for having mild depression under too much pressure, diagnosed by orthopedic for my back injury; degeneration of the disc and spine lowered by one level. What the hell is all these? So many problems with my body? Then I realized something, even though I had so many problems with my body, who really cares? Nobody really know whats wrong with me and nobody even bother to ask or show some concern, perhaps there's one person? Which is my mum but I rather that it would be you sighs

Ok enough of the rantings and complaints, being quite moody and emotional right now. I shall stop here then, sorry for the complaints people

*If only you were to know

2008-11-20T03:34:00.004+08:00

WooohooO~ Just came back from Zhao Wei's chalet~ Drank Walker Red Label, first time trying but well it tasted quite nice~ =) most of the rest drank Chivas though =|

Get to know several jokers, they are dam funny! LOL the way they talk simply just make the rest keep laughing LOL HAHAH get to know 2 ladies too, 1 is Felicia another 1 is Vanessa. I didn't know that they were twins at first till they sudden popped me a question asking 'you guess which of us was born first?' I was like ' =.=?? i dont even know you girls and your birth dates, how would I know who born first, no link ' then they told me they are twins, was shocked as I think both of them don't even look alike LOL

I taught Felicia how to solve a Rubiks cube and wrote her the formula though in the end i also gave her my Rubiks cube too =.= nvm I got 3 of it LOL

Both of the girls went back quite early, then while we were drinking just now, some of the guys called me to go for Felicia, shes pretty, but when they bring up this topic, my whole mind was filled up with you only, i borrowed Zhao Wei's phone to online whole night just to see if you are online anot but to my disappointment, you wasn't. I tried to like several girls after my ex but I can't except only till I know you, I fell in love with you the moment i saw you, and its uncontrollable, even though you don't know that I do really like you but well I'm really serious about you sighs

*If only I could tell you

2008-11-18T13:04:00.006+08:00

Here comes my crazy commando mates~! HAHA

1 UBER UNGLAM ONE~

I know i have a huge mouth~ HAHA =D

And heres a UBER CLASSIC ONE

HAHAH! Thats the tipsy Zhi Hao for you~ =D

*I really do miss you

2008-11-17T16:39:00.002+08:00

Have not been blogging these few days due to over-busy schedule LOL Friday went drinking at boat quay with my commando mates, drank till Saturday morning, went Sentosa straight with Chevonne, Alvin, Kyle, Limin, Martin and Amy LOL DAM SHAG!! Can you imagine after whole night of drinking, getting tipsy and going Sentosa for sun tanning straight? HAHAH well I forgot to bring my camera to Sentosa so no pics was taken, will only upload the photos taken with my commando mates later on

Went Kbox yesterday night with my mum, Junhong, his gf, aunt and my bro, another drinking session again =.= GOD DAM IT I'M LIKE GROWING 213718932 kgs due to drinking, gotta stop drinking!!! ROAR! Anyway today is Kok Shang's and my bro's birthday! HAPPY BIRTHDAY to you guys!! =)

I'm so disappointed not being able to see you yesterday =(

*Loving you is my only forte

2008-11-14T02:27:00.004+08:00

Just came back from PRAWNING~~Went with Audrey and Yanru~ Oh ya did i mention before that Yanru was my childmate? HAHA but so long didn't get to see her already~ Spent 2 hours there and you know what? WE DIDN'T FISH ANY PRAWN AT ALL!!! ROAR!! WE ARE SO PATHETIC! But well, we still get to eat prawns as the shop owner gave us some =.= we are like so dam pathetic LOL

There wasn't any catch so we just keep cam-whoring LOL there lots more but I'm too lazy =.=

Realise that there isn't any photo of Yanru's face? Its because she didn't had any make up on so shes too shy to face the camera, so after 2 hours of fishing, its finally eating time!

Looks delicious eh? Some of them are actually still alive when they were cooked? But because they landed on some cruel chef's hands, they got no choice but to die painfully, guess whos the chef?

So its very obvious whos the cruel chef already eh? LOL HAHA she got no sympathy for the prawns at all! She only know that shes hungry and she wanna eat them~ LOL HAHAH
but thanks to her, we got a scrumptious meal of prawns~ =)

Heres some random pics taken before going prawning, went Jinx's house and took pictures of his dog 'Muffin' =)

Guess whats that? HAHAHA its for your own imagination~ =) No idea where to go later, always being so random and doing last-min-decision LOL well lets see how later then

Last and for all this is the dam pond!

*Its you

2008-11-13T15:40:00.002+08:00

Had been so stressed up during the first day of posting over to HQ 4 SAB, it's totally different from Commando and I really can't get used to it and I really hate it there. Migraine came when I'm stressed up so ended up reporting sick and MO gave me this week to rest.

Hmmmm, have you guys been stress, I mean really stress just because of not being able to come online to chat with someone? As in when you are with your frens outside and you really wanted to go online to chat with that someone and was really stressed because theres no com around so no choice you left half way just to get home to go online? What does that mean? Does it mean that you like that person or just get used to chatting to that person because chatting with that person really make your day and your mood brighter?

*I dare not to say

2008-11-11T17:33:00.000+08:00

Farewell commando, goodbye my friends.

I'll miss all of you badly

*Today is Single's Day in China, 11/11/08, Happy Single's Day for all those who are single like me, no one is there for me when I need companion so much

2008-11-10T20:23:00.002+08:00

Feeling quite moody right now, I just got to know about my posting to HQ 4 SAB, the moment when I heard this news, memories flashed back of the times when I'm still a commando, missing those harsh trainings, outfields, buddies that we looked out for during tough times. It seems so fast that everything just happened and now I'm getting posted out. Even though posting out was what I wanted but now I seems to miss being commando so much, feeling sad that I'm leaving my guys this Wednesday =( This feeling recalls back when I graduated from secondary school, I hated studying so much, always wishing to graduate but when it did really happened, I felt that its so hard to leave people who are always with you almost everyday. I guess that's life?

*Can someone be by my side just for tonight?

2008-11-09T22:09:00.006+08:00

Ate Tim Sum at Red Star Restaurant with my family and relatives =D The queue is uber long but actually I really find the Tim Sums very normal, not as nice as what I'm expecting but well think people go there just because of the popularity lol TYPICAL SINGAPOREANS =x

Me, my bro and my mum =D

The 3 sisters =D

The 4 cousins =D

My lady =D

*Miss you

2008-11-09T09:23:00.002+08:00

LAME LA! Yesterday supposed to be a peaceful day but it turned out to be a pissful day. I was having fever and on MC but yet I still went back camp to do guard duty. I'm ok with this because I called my fren to come back at 10pm to take over my duty as a favour from me and he agreed. So supposedly, once he came, I can go but my sir FUCKED UP! HE ORDERED ME TO STAY IN CAMP TILL THIS MORNING WHICH IS AN HOUR AGO THEN I CAN BOOK OUT WTF! So whats the purpose of being helpful to do guard duty when I'm sick and yet not let me go when someone is there already to take over my shift, I already did half a day and yet he still don't appreciate that and let me go FUCK IT!!*@&!(@&*!

Hmmm ok I'm sorry for all those vulgar, I'm really dam pissed off. But well, my mates finally got their red beret on Friday after marching the 72km from Lim Chu Kang to Changi =) I felt happy for them, they are finally paid off after 11 months of hard work =D Guys, continue working hard though I'm soon be posted to another camp but well I support you all morally!

Ok, no pics for this week, whole week in camp, being forced to stay in yesterday, so obviously this week is dull for me, I'm still feeling sick now, think I'm gonna go hospital and consult doctor later

*Felt so guilty, thought I can do something special

2008-11-02T19:48:00.008+08:00

Heres the pics for Halloween night~

Went to my cousin's house today~ OMG LET ME TELL YOU ITS SERIOUSLY HUMONGOUS! The master bedroom's toilet is almost the same size as my room =.= ( god is unfair ) Haha they had a karaoke room with the sound systems and a bar counter at the basement, if you were to move the sofa to one side, it becomes a studio and the room is made sound-proof. They owns 9 cars. Every room has their own design and seriously everywhere is able to make you sleep soundly, its just so comfortable LOL so take your time and slowly scroll down and take a look at the beautiful house =)

For those who dunno, wondering who's that lady? Its my mum =)

Okay, gtg already have to book in, its been quite long since I ever book in LOL so see ya guys this weekend, anyway have to stop drinking every week, I'm so fat now gained 5 kgs =.=

Will be missing you*

2008-11-01T19:04:00.003+08:00

Can't decide where to go yesterday so went to Boat Quay with Junchuan, Clement, Jinx, Li Min, Fish, Ah Pot, Yan Ling, Kaixin, Andrew, Andrew's gf and her fren and 1 more guy I can't rem his name ( oops sorry! ) for some drinking session in the end =.= Went Mansion which my fren's brother open one, ordered 2 bottles of Chivas and had fun throughout the night LOL took lots of pics but well I have no time to upload them now, I'm going town now =)

Will be uploading the pictures once I'm back =)

Didn't get the chance to see you* =|

2008-10-31T13:36:00.002+08:00

Here are the pics for yesterday~ I'm feeling so depressed right now because i still can't decide on where to go for Halloween tonight!! The time is getting closer and yet I still have no idea where to go or what to do! ROAR! SUGGESTIONS PLEASE PEOPLE!

Hope to see you tonight*

2008-10-31T02:14:00.001+08:00

Wooohooo~~!! Got my new camera today~ Got back the same model as before, so happy~~~ LALA~~ =D After getting my camera, went Haji with Kelvin, Junchuan and Kaixin. Supposedly we wanted to get costumes for tomorrow Halloween at Phuture but ended up not getting anything because too many people over at the costumes rental shop and too little to choose from. =(

So, right now we don't know if we still going to club tomorrow anot, without costumes, everything just don't seems right for Halloween and also because from what i heard of, I think the whole world is hitting on Phuture which means it will be dam crowded and I simply hate crowds. But one thing for sure, there will lots of beautiful ladies with all sorts of cute costumes from what I saw at the costumes shop HAHAHA!

After browsing around, we went for shee-sha ( is it how it is spelt? ) hmmmm the ambiance is very depressing, it can cause one to have depression LOL! Took pics over there with my new camera but well, still can't upload them yet now cause I have to charge it if not the battery will spoil easily. I'll upload tomorrow then =)

Can anyone give me ideas where to go for tomorrow besides Phuture?

I just simply miss you*

2008-10-30T12:09:00.002+08:00

Do you know that the turtles, tortoises, terrapins that you keep at home, if they don't swim for a long time after you kept them since young, they would forget how to swim and they will be so frantic in the water. Haha I guess thats what happen to mine but nevertheless it still looks so cute~! =)

Wooohooo~~ Getting my new camera later~ And best of all, I don't have to use my own money!!! My mum sponsoring me! =D So later Kelvin will be accompanying me to Courts, will be back with pics with my new camera~~~

Just wondering how do I get close to you

2008-10-29T18:39:00.003+08:00

Went West Mall to meet Tin Yan yesterday~ Its like meeting up finally after so long ever since we graduated from Secondary School. Let me count...1...2...3... Its 3 years before we meet again~! HAHAHA she said I didn't changed much and well I find her unchanged too~ HAHA so we head on to town for our scrumptious Japanese cuisine that made us ate too much and puke in the toilet right after we walked out of the restaurant LOL!!

Then, we went for our movie '20th Century Boys' Well both of us find that the show wasn't that bad so guys you all can try to watch that movie if your are free because that movie is around 2 hours~ =| Hmmm, didn't take any pictures with her at all though the whole day walking around together, simply cause she doesn't like to take picture. Come on girl, you should take more pictures, don't waste your looks, you are gorgeous so take more pictures and show it off and melt the guys's heart out there~! HAHA

She headed back home after movie, well I went off to meet my guys; Benny, Junhong, Jili for some lan-gaming session~ =)

Wondering and trying to plan of when should I start studying for my O level =.= really had no idea of when to start. Because I had never been this serious of trying to study so now I don't even know how do i even start studying for my retaking of O level next year =( So guys, please do give me some ideas of what should I start on first, thanks a lot =)

Gotta get my digital camera real soon~

2008-10-27T01:19:00.002+08:00

Went Peninsula with Clement, Joshua, Kelvin and Jon today. Supposedly Clement wanted to buy a guitar but ended up the shop is closed because of Deepavali =.= I mean why would Chinese wan to close shop today for the sake of Deepavali when the Malays and Indians are actually still opening their shops and doing business~ LOL no offence~ HAHA

So we went town straight after Peninsula, walked aimlessly around the town, having nothing to buy and nothing that interest us. Well so we decided to slack at McCafe at Lido~~ Its time to take pics again and everyone was trying to post a 'Silent Jealousy' pose LOL

After slacking away the whole day, Joshua went to meet his frens and Jon went to work. Left Clement and Kelvin and me, we went Cine to catch Tropic Thunder. People, you should watch that show although its quite lame at times but the whole show is definitely hilarious throughout~ HAHA TRUST ME AND SPEND THE 10 BUCKS ON THIS SHOW~ =D

No plans for tomorrow, no ideas where to go or what to do but I guess it would be better for me to stay home, I had been spending money like nobody's business! I'm gonna be broke~~! =(

Have you guys have the feeling of rushing home just to see someone online so much? Most ironically is that you haven even see he/she before and yet to even have his/her contact no. I just had this feeling these days and each time when I'm out, I would keep wondering if shes online anot but ended up many times disappointed cause she wasn't online =( Well just some random thinking lol anyway gotta get a new digital camera soon, though i still haven really got over my old one that was lost on the cab but well I'm getting the same model again =D

Cya guys, anyway Apple if you do wan to go the Thai Disco, give me a call as I'm free these few days =) and last of all, my replies for your comments in the chat box will be in the same post as yours because mine is not chatter box~ =)

2008-10-26T05:15:00.011+08:00

Supposedly my plan was going to Causeway Point and Junction 8 but because Clement was too punctual to reach at 2pm when we said to meet at 12pm so ended up, me and Clement went Century Square for Coffee Bean to slack.

Afterward, met up with Boon Kok, Junchuan and Carissa for town. Took lots of pics~ =)

I love this pic the best HAHA! =D

We went for our late lunch after taking the photos but yet while waiting for our food to be served, we took pics again~ =)

Went Cine after eating to watch movie but well I didn't join them because I'm joining my frens for the birthday celebration thought ended up, we slacked at the Burger King only =|

After slacking with my frens, I went cine again to meet up with Clement and guys. We didn't know where to go, we ended up decided to go Thai Disco of my fren's to chill. After not long, an unknown Thai lady approached us and took pics with us.

Around 4am after boozing, we head back home, Junchuan was drunk, Clement was half drunk and me totally sober not feeling anything =| So thats all for the day~ I'm so tired now and its 6am in the morning ZZZ gotta sleep~ cya~~ Anyway I saw her nick and I guess she do like someone else =(

2008-10-25T12:49:00.003+08:00

Had wine yesterday night with Glenn and Ivan while playing Bacarat at my house HAHA!

Hmmm going out now with Clement to somewhere we don't always go, we will be hitting Causeway Point and Junction 8. Later in the day then we will be going town with Jun Chuan, Carissa, Boon Kok and Zhao Wei =)

Will be back with pics so cya =)

2008-10-24T02:07:00.002+08:00

I decided something grand. I decided to retake my 'O' Level next year during my army life, I don't wanna waste anymore time. Had wasted two years not studying ever since graduated from Secondary school so this time I'm really determined to study hard. Regretted not studying when I was young, all I did was fooling around but well its not too late to realize it now. Haha lets just hope I'll be able to catch up and get good grades after not touching the books for so long =)

I'm gonna work extremely hard for my 'O' to catch up for those blank years i had wasted, so guys if you do still have any books which you haven throw away, please donate it to me or if you are smart enough, please do coach me on my studies. Thanks a lot!

So, lets just enjoy this year and start studying hard next year! =)

Currently, I just need someone to be by my side.

2008-10-23T15:02:00.004+08:00

Went Haji Lane with Clement, Kelvin and Joshua last Saturday, actually wanna buy some clothes for this month but well, we returned empty-handed cause theres really nothing that interest us over there so instead, we just took a few photos over there and head back to Bugis to linger around =.=

Wonder wheres Clement? Hes the camera man~ lol

Went to St.James with Kelvin and Joshua afterward but the night there simply just sucks =|

This Saturday will be Alan's and Fu Zhuo's birthday celebration =.= It seems like my frens's birthday almost every week, gonna be another costy night. Haha so cya guys, will be back with pics again! =D

2008-10-15T21:19:00.002+08:00

Not yet receive photos from Glenn on his birthday though its like almost 2 weeks already but ill still post them once i got it. Having high fever since Monday already, think its some virus from my company line, quite a few of them got the same illness so i shall go rest now. Cya peeps

2008-10-04T16:46:00.002+08:00

Went town on Tuesday

And here are the vids on JunChuan's Birthday

Vid 1
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lu8yOXG998Q

Vid 2
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sPtesJRInso

Vid 3
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CVMk4rxLATs

Vid 4
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WEMAP7c18II

Sorry abit vulgar from me =x But please do enjoy! =)

2008-10-01T15:41:00.006+08:00

Hmmm okay lets get over everything and continue moving on with our life.

Junchuan's bday celebration on Monday

Everything was fine at first, I'm the Chef.Junior of the night cooking away the whole night till 12am when the birthday cake was cut and everything (margarine, martell, oyster sauce, cakes, every sauces that you can find there) started flying around all over. LOL ended up all of us have to bath at the Pasir Ris Park toilet and walked around in our boxers =D mine was the sexiest boxer =x

After that we went back home for a nice bath before slacking again.

Just a random photo i found in Clement's friendster. LOL Missed my long hair =)

2008-08-09T23:34:00.002+08:00

Am i wrong for giving up? I have been thinking these few days. Is it wrong for me to be so heartless? I wondered. But if i would choose not to give up, I would never be able to forgive myself for letting my mum got hurt because of me. These few days i have been enjoying the freedom that I long yearn for. I finally get to go out with my frens, slack with them and do anything without any permission needed. I went swimming, towning, shopping, drinking and slacking. Everything seems so fine now. But why do i still feel so stress. Being so stressed up that my headache doesn't seems to go off. I don't understand but I'll try to put everything behind my mind and enjoy my life. I'll change to better after this lesson. A lesson that not everyone can witness or go through, a lesson that shows you how brave and courageous every mum can be just to protect her children from any harm. I'm glad that I have such a mum. Mum, thanks a lot and I really do love you =)

2008-08-06T16:21:00.001+08:00

I'm sorry mum, sorry to put you through these shit because of your useless son couldn't protect you well. I'm so sorry.

2008-08-06T04:03:00.004+08:00

Why must you do all these things? Why must you hurt my mum when shes innocent and when shes trying to protect me from you. Why did you turn into a devil that harms me and my mum when you are my longest relationship. Why must you change my love for you into fear and hatred because you harm my family. To me, my mum and brother is the most important people to me and yet you hurt my mum. You used to be one of them too. Maybe we shouldn't start this relationship or perhaps maybe we shouldn't even meet. Not that i regret now, i had never regret but perhaps things maybe better for us without knowing each other. I'm so scare of you right now. You are not the one I had known. You changed into someone so scary, vicious and someone that I don't even know. What made this happened? Guess its just that our character doesn't suit each other at all, both so stubborn and always using the wrong words across each other. Maybe we should let go of each other earlier so that this won't happen but times again we don't bear to. This is definitely the end of our relationship and i really hope you can be kind enough to let me and my family off. I wish you can find someone better like your ex and I really wish you all the best. Please don't brood over this matter anymore. We can still be friends and life has to go on. I wish you good luck.

2008-07-27T16:18:00.002+08:00

Today is a stupid and gloomy day, I wasted all my time from 1pm to 4pm. Due to an idiot who wasted the time just to laze around and wasting time doing nonsensical things. The movie i wanna catch is going to start soon and yet I'm still at home waiting for her to slowly make up and prepare to go out. It totally turn my mood off for going out as usual shes always like that.

Later I'm booking in already and yet she still waste so much time. Yesterday, we had already laze at home for the whole bloody Saturday doing nothing. Wasted my book out day when i finally get to book out on Friday for a longer weekend ever since moving Changi Camp. Well seriously I dunno what to blog anymore so gonna stop here already. Cya guys!~ Take care!

2008-07-16T06:23:00.003+08:00

I just changed this lazy bum's blogskin again.
The background is the same as his friendster's one.
hahaha. I lazy find new one for him ma!

Now he is having his breakfast.
Got to do guard duty for 24 hours later after that.
He say he still not enough sleep lo.
See la. Ask him no need to wake up call me but he still does that a few time every night.
See him not enough sleep then still have tough training everyday very heart pain ):

Baby! Tell you once again! No need to wake up call me!
I will take care of myself so don't worry yo! :DDD
Put 10000 hearts laaaaaaa!

Outdated photo!

2008-07-15T23:21:00.002+08:00

HI EARTHLINGS!

Had been so long since I came here to blog for my lazy bum!
Well well because I also lazy la =x

He had a backbone injury and was refered to specialist.
This comng thurs I'll accompany him to hospital.
Tha day went CGH for xray but didn't see anything from the report.
Doctor say if can see anything wrong, then that means very serious already.
LUCKY uhhhhhh :)

Ohoh and he past his driving test already.
Maybe this sat we go rent car then he can drive me out! :D
Never sit his car before so don't know safe or not leyyyyyyyyyy!
hahahahaha. Maybe take cab better lo =x

This pig is sleeping now and I'm at my pub working.
He later have to wake up early for guard duty.
Very sian ley. Hope he faster wake up then chat wth me ^^
LOL. I like very bad sial. Always let my bf don't have enough sleep.
evil laugh*

2008-07-06T05:30:00.002+08:00

Happy 6th Month! I'm so glad that you are now my longest girlfriend. I had long wanted a girlfriend to be with me that long though it wasn't easy for us to come so far but still i love you and I promise I'll be your longest boyfriend.

But why right now, I really don't know what answer to give you for each of your question. It seems like no matter what answer I give you, you sure will answer back the opposite answer. Shouldn't there be an exact answer for each question but why do you keep finding the opposite answer for each question and blamed it on me. You could say that I'm not that clever or I don't know how to sweet talk but can you even understand my character is just like that.

All you would say is my fault my fault my fault, lose trust in me, I'm a lousy boyfriend, I'm a lousy choice, theres plenty guys better than me. All these things that would only hurt me and yet you blamed me for starting all quarrels to make you say all these. Baby can you try to understand how deep can these words hurt me? Its not only once or twice but umpteen times. Baby i really need some concern and understandings from you, not these words from your mouth. I know its not easy for someone to admit their own mistakes but at least don't always say all these can? Hais.

Sorry everyone this is a lousy post but I really need to write it out to feel better. Thanks

2008-06-29T19:04:00.003+08:00

ROAR! I'm here to blog again. hahahaha somehow i find my blog very boring lo cause totally no photos one but well I'm too lazy to upload sorry! LOL

Recently something interesting happened, guess what is it? BABY COOKED FOR ME!!!!!!!! ROAR!!!! Thats like a miracle for her to cook lo cause shes always either sleeping or eating so for her to cook for me is really miraculous. But no matter what, I'm touched and happy that my baby cooked for me and some more its her first time cooking for someone and her first time is for me! =D And you know what she cooked for me? She cooked Gong Bao Ji Ding, fried chicken wings, meat balls, egg custard for me! Though its her first time cooking, it still taste very nice to me! hahahahha. So glad that she cooked for me lo especially chicken wings cause i just simply love to eat chickens, people close to me sure knows that, I'm always eating chicken meat de. hahahaha Baby thanks! Thanks for the miracle you caused =x no la really thanks for cooking for me especially when its your first time. THANKS! LOVE YOU! =D

Ok i shall stop here le. Next time then blog again cause now we preparing to go down for dinner with my family and aunts. =) so cya! love everyone!

AND LAST OF ALL, I LOVE TO HIT MY WIFE! =D

2008-06-18T10:03:00.003+08:00

He just bought a Gucci belt. Which I think is a very nice one.
hmms, currently he is having airborne course.
Jump down from the sky with parachute you know?
A very dangerous and exciting indeed.
I was asking him that day, what if the parachute spoil.
Then he assure won't. I feel more relief hearing that. haha

And ya, we've been meeting almost everyday now.
Because his current camp at changi allows.
Very happpppppy~ WEEETS! =D

We've been cabbing here and there like it's free.
Because we're lazy to take train, take bus or walk.
I think already spend a few hundreds. MAD RIGHT?
We could spend it other things lo. So now, we TRY not to splurge on cab fare.
We're also wasting so much money on food.
Dining at restaurant and those mouth watering food.
Argg so precisely we've grown FAT ):
TIME TO STOP. If not, we really will be broke and continue growing side ways.
ohmygawd. can't stand it.

It's been long since baby and I went shopping.
We're doing it soon. Hopefully :)

hahaha. Hope baby will update his blog more la!

2008-06-14T19:13:00.002+08:00

I'm back from Taiwan since two weeks ago! I miss Singapore so much when i was there. Taiwan wasn't as fun as what i had thought so but still i spend 1k+ over there =.=

Went to the theme park and underwater world. After going to the theme park there i wondered why Singapore built Escape Theme Park, it can never be compared to the theme park in Taiwan lol. Anyway took a lot of photos but too lousy to upload to my com and post it, too many of it.

Now, I'm waiting for baby to wake up. She had slept for more than 12 hours already and still she doesn't want to wake up, what a pig. She look extremely cute when shes sleeping though she showed me attitude over some misunderstandings just now. I hope everything will be find when she wakes up. So pig lo she sleep till so long still dun wan wake up now already 7.20 le. Still waiting for her to go eat together, think we will be having subway later, her favourite haha.

Baby this is for you, dun always get angry so easily ok? Each time when you get angry, I'll suffer de lo but i don't blame you cause you promised me that you will change but you need time and I'm willing to give you time as I know I don't have much time with you always due to my army. I'm sorry but i really hope you will still stick to me and I'm really glad that you had been with me for half a year already. I felt so bliss to have you by my side. Loves!

Ok guys I'll post my photos in Taiwan the next time i blog so right now I'll go accompany my pig and wait for her to wake up. Cya guys and take care!

2008-06-07T07:43:00.002+08:00

The blog owner is loved by Lynnnnnnnnnnn!
Just now, Junior went my pub to drink with his friends.
Full house today and I didn't went over to their table much.
Abit guilty to left my own boyfriend there knowing he's there?
But I think he's enjoying with his friends la.
He drank alot and is sleeping like a pig. He is snoring! hahahaha
ahhhhh. I'm used to it already so nvm~

ok! I must go sleep too le. Just to update this shiat a little.
Good nights.

I love the blog owner <3

2008-05-29T06:22:00.002+08:00

Now already the 29th. He'll be back on 1st june at around 1.30am.
Toodles! I'll fetch him at the airport :D
This few days, there'll be no more training or mission for them.
Yesterday, they went underwater world and temple to tour.
Underwater world ley. Like so fun and interesting manzsxzsx!
At night, they went to something like pasa malam.
But he didn't buy anyhting to eat cos their oil very black!
ohmygawd so disgusting. don't know reuse how many time~

2008-05-26T18:31:00.001+08:00

Just some short post. I'm currently in Taiwan for my commando training trip and right now I'm using the com to post this. So i just wanna say i'll be back this Sunday. Cya guys!

2008-05-22T05:47:00.010+08:00

Before Mr Junior Sebastian go overseas, we did alot of things.
Photos up now!

We went cablecar dining!
It's super romantic so the time pass by very fast.
& we smoke inside the cablecar which is not allowed! haha

so high above
The food is super nice! :B
We went MOS and Lunar at night with his mum, aunty and his mum's friends.
That night his mum's friend paid all the bill which add up to over $600!

The next day, we went to Darren's birthday chalet at sentosa.
Drink, drank and a few got drunk!

beautiful balcony by junchuan and clement secretly taken by junchuan!
They do wrestling stunts on Clement.
Because he doesn't want to drink. haha

Everyone was high and tipsy.
Look at them.
Darren Junchuan junhong Martin Jiahao
LOL! Junior and me also high lo!
When everyone was tipsy and lying on bed, we 2 still play ourself.
Haas! Do you know his 5-10 very good?!

2008-05-21T08:10:00.003+08:00

He maybe not going back his camp for 2 or 3 days ):
Means we have even lesser time talking on phone )):

Fuck it. His phone also low batt, can't last long.
He says he'll borrow phone from his friend to contact me though.
Oh wells. I really miss him.

2008-05-19T02:23:00.002+08:00

Love has gone to taiwan ):
2 more weeks, he'll be back! :D

He just woke up. Just now, they slept at a haunted house.
hahaha. So exciting!
Now I think they're on the way back their camp already.
woots! That means he can call me soon. He use the public phone to call me ^^
It's cheaper what. You know, if he use his phone to call me, one min $1.20 siol.
Super expensive manzsxzsx!

Alrights, lets hope time will pass by fast!
He can't wait to come back singapore. LOL

2008-05-12T13:02:00.002+08:00

Right now, I'm feeling so not right cause in another ten hours time, I'll be leaving Singapore for Taiwan already and baby will be alone in Singapore. I dun bear to leave her!!! But i couldn't stay, i have no choice, I hate Singapore government!!! Shouldn't the government give us our own rights to choose if we wanna go overseas or not? Its our rights isn't it. Hais.

Baby I'm sorry. Normal days, i could only spent my weekends with you and you complaint its too little and i knew its not enough for us too and now I'm going Taiwan, its even little for us. We could only chat on the phone and message and couldn't even see each other for 3 whole weeks. And the worst is that the rate is too high for us to chat or message much. It will be like 2-3mins per every 3-4 days and everyday 1-3 messages only. ROAR!! I know i know it will be very hard for you but its very hard for me too. But baby i just hope you could understand my situation. I had not choice to choose to go or not or to choose to call you everyday or not cause ill be out in the field on the mountain in Taiwan.

Baby one thing for sure is that my heart and mind will always be by your side no matter what happens. I know that if something happens i couldn't be there for you or be by your side physically but baby please do hold on though 3 weeks is neither short nor long but its still a challenging obstacle for us to prove our love. If we couldn't even get over this obstacle, i guess there will not be any future for us.

Baby so please do wait for me to come back ok? I'll definitely make it up for you once I'm back. Lets go Johor or KL once I'm back ok? =) Baby and also you promised me not to drink so better keep your promise ok? Cause I'm worried enough that you work in pub so dun make me even worry ok? Cause its really dangerous to work in pub already and that if you get drunk, it will definitely be more dangerous. And also take care of yourself ok? Be more careful to look after yourself and your things, dun lost your things and dun always eat maggi mee at home. Please do get some healthier food. I'm getting naggy here but last of all, dun everyday stay up too late ok? You may go clubbing if theres any party but be careful. So baby promise me all these ok?

Before i end my last post before Taiwan, baby i wanna tell you some things. Baby. I love you, i really do. I'll definitely miss you like fuck when I'm in Taiwan wondering have you eaten, what are you doing, are you fine and did you fall sick all these. I'll be so worried about you but theres one thing i should try to be prepared for is that, theres no sure that once I'm back I'll be still seeing you by my side, maybe within these 3 weeks, you will be gone with some other guy or maybe just gone for good. But baby from the bottom of my heart, please try to be strong on yourself for these 3 weeks and hold onto our love and dun give up so easily. I'll be back in just 3 weeks time. My tears just swelled up in my eyes when i typed all these. Baby no matter what happen when I'm away and you need someone. Just recall and remember that I LOVE YOU.

2008-05-09T18:00:00.003+08:00

I'm here again! haha baby is still sleeping and its already 6pm now. Pig lo! hahaha baby is always sleeping de dunno what made her so tired everyday or maybe shes just born to be a pig? LOL! =x She better not see this if not she sure complain to me de. haha

Anyway we just got back from Johor this morning. haha baby, baby's sis, baby's sis's fren, my cousin and me went there together. Baby, my cousin and me went there first. We actually wanted to go there and watch movie but ended up we went there too late, only got to eat our dinner and supper there. So we waited for baby's sis and her fren to arrive to eat supper together. After eating we went for our karaoke session at Johor City Square! And the place wasn't too bad lo, or rather we find the place much better than Singapore's Kbox or Partyworld. The place is called Neway, dunno what does it mean =.= but the room was great.

Then after singing it was only 3.30am in the morning and theres no place to go anymore so we decided to ask around for the cheapest hotel room to stay till morning to go back. We found one at only 54RM per night, its like wtf so cheap. So we told the man that we wanted to see hows the room like then ended up we understand why is it so cheap cause the place was on the 4th floor and its very spooky! The whole place was like what you usually see on movie for those old haunted Thais Hotel. And the place doesn't smell good too LOL so we changed our mind to slack awhile more at the coffeeshop then we head back Singapore.

After reaching Singapore, we took a cab and head back home straight, everyone was too tired to do anything else. Overall the trip was quite fun and its cheap too. =) Oh right, the karaoke session was cheap! From 12am to 3.30am its only 111.50RM for 5 of us which is like only 50SGD LOL so guys if you all wan some overseas karaoke session, you can go Johor City Square 5th floor Neway, I'm sure you won't be disappointed =) So i shall stop here and wake my baby up for the Darren's chalet at Sentosa. BYE PEEPS!

2008-05-07T13:39:00.002+08:00

I really miss the 'her' before we are together. The 'her' whom is so gentle and sweet, the one who took care of me when i was drunk before i went into army, the one who was there for me when i was down and the one who is with me on top of the Jurong Hill. Its not that i dun miss the current her but i miss the one in the past more.

Though sometimes, she may be sweet to me but the gentleness had long gone and i really wonder where did it went to. Sometimes she could really treat me so cruel and heartless saying harsh words to me right in my face without giving a second though of how would i feel and could just ignore and push me away. Hais

But nevertheless, i still love her as much. Now I'm going Taiwan next Monday, I'm really worry about what will be the outcome of us without me being in Singapore and stay by her side whenever i book out. Will she hold on and wait for me or will she just give up and go on with other guy? I really dunno.

Just to tell you baby, no matter where i am, my heart will still be with you. I'll miss you badly in Taiwan though i couldn't message or call you much. No matter how busy I'll be working away for my army stuffs in Taiwan, I'll still miss you. Hope you could be the same too and please don't drink when you are working cause I'll be dead worried. =)

Right now, I'll be going over to fetch my girl for our lovely sky dining on the cable car. So I'll end my post here. =) Bye everyone take care

2008-05-04T16:48:00.002+08:00

Woot!!! So long never come blog le now finally got time lol. Its our 4th month on the 1st of May already!

So fast right? I really think time flies lo. Just a glance and its already our 4th together. And it definitely will be going to be more and more. These few days, a lot of things happened but nevertheless we are still as sweet as ever now. Baby i love you! Though you very small gas, always so easily angry and show me attitude but whenever you feel happy, you really treat me so well. Baby and also thanks a lot for the phone! I really love it and I'm really glad that i have you by my side. Thanks for always waiting for me to book out, thanks for coming all the way to the east to meet me and also thanks for always taking care of me! LOVE YOU!

But theres one bad news, I'm going Taiwan for my NS training the week after next week and I'm like going for 3 weeks, baby gonna be so lonely alone in Singapore. Hais I'm really so worry that when I'm away, she would fall sick or anything happens to her. I'll definitely miss her lots. But baby once I'm back, its gonna be our 5th month le so hope you can hold on and wait for me to come back for our celebration, don't ever leave me when I'm away k?

Last and for all, before going Taiwan I'll be having my block leave from Wednesday to Sunday so we already planned to go to baby's aunt's house at Johor during this leave and it will surely be a lot of fun cause baby, baby's sis, baby's sis's friend, my cousin and me would be going together! And this time the atmosphere will be quite fun cause baby's sis is interested in knowing my cousin and my cousin is feeling the same too! Hahaha lol! And if they were to be together, it will gonna be a double date! My cousin and baby's sis, me and my baby! Oops! Baby's sis's friend will gonna be lightbulb! =x hahahahaha hope she don't mind =x hahahaha LOL!

OK! End of my conversation, I'm gonna bath now and baby and me will be cycling to Downtown East for either dinner or movie then we will be heading to Pasir Ris Park for our romantic moment! So see ya guys in 1 months time! hahahaha =D

2008-05-01T19:28:00.003+08:00

Today's our 4th mth! ^^
Tomorrow evening! Junior will be back from tekong :D
No more of no reception. No more of mosquito kisses for him!

This morning, he said he got something to tell me and ask me not to be angry.
I said ok. He say again that no matter what, I cannot angry.

' I was kissed on the lips when I'm sleeping, '

then he pause awhile.

' By a mosquito. '

I thought he was kissed by someone else -.-
You see la, the mosquito attracted to him. HAHA

2008-04-30T08:53:00.002+08:00

Omg finally he is back from the no reception part of tekong?
I think so, cos he just called me.
But, while we're talking, there's more and more noise.
More and more, then his voice gets softer and softer, then do-do-do.
Argg what the fuck la. Talk awhile only lo. Fuck.
I tried calling back but his phone can't get through.
No reception again? Ass.

Anyways, during the short time we talk, I complain that about yesterday night.
On his way to the no reception part, he called me.
Then the reception gets lower and lower, eventually cut off.
I haven't finish talking then cut off. Irritating sial.
That's what I'm complaining to him.
You know what he says?
' Haha. We're the most long-winded couple. '

LOL. I laugh lo. Because I thought how his bunk mates always complain.
Saying that we're always on the phone. muahahaha.